juri's way home

from close to you // at once alone by Thrill

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the scariest thing i've ever seen
was a black berretta beaten into your face.

one year later you became like him:
you had problems to solve with a gun in your hand.

a decade you rot in jail, you missed to see your son.
missed to watch him grow up - he looks just like you!

____

as you returned to our town your second chance came quickly.
thrown like an empty bottle, it smashed beside your feet.

keen shards of your lifetime became caged and oppressed.
as you once crossed my way, i faced your eyes awful deeds.

Then you met him, the worst ghost of your past.
without dread he shed your sick blood all over our front walk.

____

and it was damn hard not to buckle that time.
now you're practiced to be rough,
now you're practiced to cut throats,
at a stretch, even at this moment.

and it was damn hard to be strong and affectless.
now you're adept in being a liar,
now you're adept in being a thief,
sealed off from any moral.

____

..and it's a direly hot day, almost too bright to watch the sky.
seems like gulls cry your name so full of despite.

the sun casts a shadow of your small, young boy
‘gainst the bloomin’ grass - it drop beside his feet.

but his silhouette’s too blurry
can't take off his tears.
although his shadow gets darker
i can't take off his fears.

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from close to you // at once alone, track released August 30, 2015

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// four humans
// lost in time & space
// their creativity
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// by personal fates
// by dark tales

// since 2014

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