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from close to you // at once alone by Thrill

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lyrics

my head was cramped with words,
wasn't able to catch one.
i just worried for too long..

'cause of this goal in my mind,
that constantly was out of reach
and not necessary anyway.
____

our time should have been perfect
more haunting than any drug,
now doubts poison my heart,
but love is enough!
____

i didn't want to try and fail again.
didn't force you to feel a shit!
as one may say world's fake anyway
and we're no sign of truth in it.
i didn't want to start anything wrong
and i really didn't expect too much.
but awaiting means waitin’ and suffer that wastin’
of my youth.
____
love spreads like flowers
into my heart, my soul, my home.

a feeling so deceiving and foreign,
that i couldn't believe in.
____

I was looking for the one who saves me,
but i searched a lie.
was haunting fortune,
now i quit hoping to find.

‘til i understand that no one
and nothing is perfect,
‘til i understand that
i have to reflect…
____

…i’m close to you, at once alone.

no place to rest -
no you, no home.

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from close to you // at once alone, track released August 30, 2015

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THRILL Greifswald, Germany

// four humans
// lost in time & space
// their creativity
// driven
// by personal fates
// by dark tales

// since 2014

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